Sunday, August 09, 2009

I feel guilty

This is what I feel guilty about:

1. Using excessive amounts of plastic (especially beverage containers that I use once and then throw away).

2. The homeless people on the street that I don't give enough/any money to, or even smile at.

3. Driving!

4. Not calling/visiting my Dad more often.

5. Buying a meditation cushion and never using it to meditate.

6. Not being nicer, more respectful, or patient with my Mom.

7. Not playing with my dog enough.

8. Being neglectful of my childhood pet bunnies.

9. Accidentally "boiling" my pet tropical fish when I was a kid, and unknowingly turned the heater up too high.

10. All of the animal suffering I cause by eating eggs and dairy, and all of the previous animal suffering I caused when I ate meat.

11. The rare, yet significant times when I don't recycle.

12. Not spending enough time petting and loving on my cat.

13. The food that I end up wasting because I don't get a chance to eat it fast enough.

14. Not saving more of my paycheck.

15. The times when I have lied, particularly to my parents.

Tuesday, August 04, 2009

In celebration of my 30th birhday (yes two moths later)...

The top 30 blessings, people and resources who have come into my life and most inspired me into a more blissful and enjoyable journey here since my birth on Earth:

1. Macie
2. Each and every one of my special, unique, beautiful friends (I don't want to run the risk of playing favorites, or forgetting to list anyone, so let's just say that you know who you are, and thank you!).
3. Starfire/LAUMC/Dirk & Carol Damonte
4. Groovelily
5. Ballroom/Social/Vintage Dance
6. Stinson Beach
7. Dar Williams
8. Animals
9. Santa Clara University
10. Soul Collages
11. The Story of Stuff
12. Nature/Field Journaling
13. Composting
14. Natural Swimming Holes
15. Grandma Shirley
16. Bikes
17. Crossroads (hurrah for recycled clothing)
18. My Little Ponies (and spending HOURS playing them with Agnes).
19. Home/School/Community gardens
20. No Impact Man
21. Kris Carr
22. NPR
23. EnviroWoman
24. Mindfulness Class (as taught by Shaylin Ebert)
25. Dirty Dancing
26. Kate Goldwater (Double hurrah for recycled clothing made by the coolest person ever!)
27. vegetarianism (and the Monterey Bay Aquarium for making me finally give up eating fish.)
28. Punky Brewster (My childhood idol)
29. Dharma & Greg (My adult idol)
30. Summer Spaghetti